Ineffable Ontological Detanglement .: Introspective Assistance & Mental Analysis Manual
Okay. Okay. Brace yourself. Rest of the world is aware of this concept. There's a cultural conditioning. You're somewhat aware of the fact that it applies to rest of the world, somewhat, sort of, at some level, sometimes at the fully conscious level. However you are in no way aware of the fact that it applies to yourself.
We kind of know to leave you alone. Leave it be. It's a little horrifying. Sometimes it leaks out and attacks us with the expression of it's thoughts, sometimes it leaks out and attacks us with a carpet bombing. We don't get to speak to it. We just let it operate.
Some Americans will basically state. It's happened. "Rest of the world has this thing called cultural conditioning. We don't have it. Of all the stars in the cosmos, of all things that exist within our framework of reality... There is only one thing that is normal. And it is the mind of an American. You know this to be true, you see it in every other American."
You want to accept all ideas you want to accept no ideas. Egocetric cultural standards say elevate yourself into the position of accepting everything and everyone and this is what declares you the one who is accepted. You hate your opponents, you hate your allies, you hate yourself. You don't get to hate the things you hate and you hate the people who hate the things you hate and you love the people who hate the things you hate and your brain is broken. You don't believe in any of the things you believe in, some of you believe in most of the things you believe in but the majority of you don't even really know truly what it means to believe in and if you did know what it means to believe in you still wouldn't do it.
You all think countries is concepts is people and it's BAD. Countries concepts their people into the concept of their country and it's not American and it's bad. It's bad...
At all times, you're walking around carrying the potential "Huh? What? You want to talk to me?" at everyone within your perception. Everywhere you go, you must maintain this. You know if you don't, you may well have to hear "YOU TO GUD TO TOCK TO ME?" and then you'll be forced to comprehend the concept of what you are to this person... You're floating around in a little self elevation trance that declares your very voice too holy for the peons. You're a person that cannot exist. Outside of maybe Benito Mussolini.
In rest of the world, seeing somebody pissed off and yelling in public incurs an "Oh someone's losing their shit." sometimes a detached "UH OH" and sometimes a detached giggle and sometimes a detached "Okay yeah I'm with this guy now I'm losing my shit." And NO "Oh someone's losing their shit." is not to be automatically interpreted as the person entering into the engagement hoping to eat it with happy judgement. It's entirely passive, nobody is feeling anything towards it. With you, seeing somebody losing their shit incurs crying and panicking and "OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD NO I CAN'T BELIEVE IT I CAN'T BELIEVE IT I CAN'T BELIEVE IT THIS PERSON IS DESTROYING THIER ENTIRE LIFE THIS PERSON WILL BE KNOWN FOREVER OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE IT." You may well end up with PTSD from seeing somebody yell in public. If this is permitted to continue at some point you may develop a system of alarms right next to your fire alarms.
Somebody is giving a speech and you're sitting at a table looking away, you turn around in order to demonstrate you function within society. This person needs to understand you are pretending to care about his speech as much as he is pretending to care about his speech. And the way you represent this false gesture is by false demonstrating you don't understand how ears work. If you wish to live within the real world where the mutual understanding is everybody understands how ears work, you are a grand public asshole, you suck the attention of the entire room. You're a pompous self centred oblivious jackass.
"You don't get it jackass. This asshole thinks he's on television. We are to sarcastically validate his glorious ego." No. I know only one third of you are within that feeling. It doesn't happen anywhere else. That is unique.
"You see what I'm doing? I'm washing my hands. Everybody see this? You all see this? I'm washing my hands. I'm a regular guy washing my hands." You don't need to worry about it. You know you're not that guy. You're safe.
Oh now look what I did to you. Now you're one of those weird little head down in public people fucking autism social anxiety fetish shit fuck. Now everyone who sees you in public is giggling about you for hours. He doesn't even reach for "You like me, right random stranger?" eye contact because he's scared because he's scared because he's scared because he's scared because he's weird because he's weird because he's weird because he's weird.
You've all flattened yourself at the media. For about two generations you've been watching the television, understanding what is desirable and what is not. Gradually, bit by bit, you realize "This personality trait is deemed undesirable by 60% of the population, this personality trait is deemed undesirable by 12% of the population, this personality trait is deemed undesirable by 0.3% of the population." and so you make sure you get rid of all of it, everything. Teenage introspective growth is the processes of making sure nobody ever thinks you're anything. You're safe. Your public persona of nothing has been rammed through your ego right into your very core and you try your hardest to make it your very thinking while you're alone in your room. You know, if you ever let any aspect of your spark of personality show itself you may well be labeled narcissistic or neurodivergent. You have no hobbies, you have no creative passion, you have no interests, you have no taste, you've never learned anything, you've never experienced a single thing in your life. If you reveal that you have any of these things you're WEEEEEIIIIIIRRRRRRRD.
To the others... You non-stop string homoerotic fetish fixation jokes to signal to the other Americans that you are NOT AFRAID.
You all live in ketamine communicative isolation space, all of you. 80% of you. You're all off-communicating. Going out into rest of the world and telling somebody to "Grow up" because they have expressed personality, worse yet an ever so slight edginess, causes about three days of confused somewhat panicky thought looping upon the victim. Telling somebody from rest of the world on the internet "Cool story bro." because it is naturally implied within the normal that any and all sharing of life experience is narcissistic and you know for certain this person automatically understands they have been properly shamed by "Cool story bro." causes an out of this world emotional collapse sensation that none of us can really fully grasp. But, it has within it intense anger, irresolvable anger that tells us even brutally torturing to death this person and everyone he loves will never satisfy us, slight to intense sadness at you, and a little bit of fear. We know if we express what we're feeling at you we will become hit with intense manic giggling from a state of smug casual superiority flinging demented meme image catch phrases of off the wall literally meaningless nonsensical stupidity. Such as a dog with the caption "Whoths an edgy boy?"
I can sort out this concept of narcissistic for you. Yes, it's true, more often than not the person is hoping for varying levels of admiration of the life experience. The feeling they are within in this moment is "I was within a cool experience. I am within a cool life story. I often behave cool within my life story." It is NOT "I AM my own television show. I am the writer, I am the director, I am the producer, I am the actor."